HEYY GUYSSS~

ehem, assalamualaikum..

so....standing here as an 'ex-solid' just wanna share my experience about ukhwah *blushing emoji*

You know, when I first step in to SMAKJ, I never really care about this ukhwah thingy, heck, I couldn't care less. I was too busy being homesick since I was like almost 400 km away from home. I remembered calling my mom almost everyday saying I want to move to another school. Heck, I bring the habit to form 3. So yeah...time passed by and I last one yr at Smakj! (yeay me)

Then came form 2. We moved to the f2-f4 aspuri. I was a little bit scared since I was too attached to our seniors (Fraternity) but actually, I created more memories than the past year. Having Nakama as our sisters were wayyyyyy cool! and I got close to the batch leader, kak Ain. We did crazy stuffs together, oh not to mention Exuberant too. I got close to kak Farhana. Well, k-pop kinda unites us. F2 was splendid! But we were still under supervisions so yeah...still treated like a child T^T.

And then F3...wow! Time does fly fast! We kinda learn to stand on our own feet. Had to show good examples to F2. And I also got close to my couple bed, Mastura! She is a one crazy monkey. This year...I told myself that I'm going to do well in PT3 and get myself out of that school. Not bcs I hate the people there, ok this may sound selfish but, I need to focus on my academics. So after PT3 I applied for MRSM (which I didn't pass, like srsly, who would? nah, just joking) then I tried to apply for SBP, my choices were, Tunku Kurshiah College, Sekolah Seri Puteri and Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah. As usual, I didn't pass T^T. I told myself  "Mustahil lah kalau dpt MRSM atau SBP, like srsly mustahil" without even thinking that when Allah says 'kun fayakun' the it will happen.

I told my mom that if I have to stay at SMAKJ, I want to go to the 'Account' class. (thank god I didn't). But then my mom applied me for SAMTISH, Kg Jawa, Klang. And I was like "The reason I wanna get out of here is bcs I don't want to take SMA" so it'll be like the same thing if I go there; except that mom could visit me weekly. So I told my mom to apply me for SMKA JB, which to my surprise, I was accepted! (Yeay me again!)

Ok so at SMKA JB, I was placed at a LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN class. Like whuuuuuuttt??? I take BIOLOGY TEACHER I CAN'T SACRIFICE MY ALREADY-LEARN-UNTIL-CHAPTER-THREE-SUBJECT. And the thought of me to have to learn LK from scratch....no just no. So my mom had to like debate with the GPK 1 to get me to pure science class and I got to be in the pure science class. Yeheyt. Anyhow, I have this strong feeling that I won't be lasting long there. Like..I don't know, I mean JB is too far from my house and to go home like once every two weeks? Dang gurl with GST and the price of the oil in Malaysia? Nuh-uh.

But somehow, I learnt something from them. I learnt that we shouldn't cage ourselves from the world. I learnt to socialize, I even participated in an exchange student program to England (not under smka jb, but you guys can go check it out at here) I also met some crazy new friends.

*Drum roll* Then during one of the holiday, I got exciting news. I GOT ACCEPTED TO ONE OF MY DREAM SCHOOL!!!!!! YEHEYT EVERYONE YEHEY- ehem, Alhamdulillah...hehe. I was like the happiest person on earth. Meh, you know that feeling right?

so I'm not gonna write my experience in my dream school bcs it'll be like, a whole long entry, so the main point here is, go explore the world...hahahaha k merepek tgh2 malam.

Meet you guys later, xoxo

Queen anne hehe